Aloneness I feel rejected again. Why, oh why, doesn't this man love me? I know I am sweet, attractive, kind, smart, independent. What's wrong with me? Where did I go wrong? I feel empty. I allow the Love which I am to enter into all my bodies, planes, and cells, filling the emptiness with the Fullness. I don't want to be an old maid. I am heading in that direction. I am getting old. I want a partner. I want the right partner.    Whom I love and who loves me. I cannot find him. I hope each time it will be he whom I so desire.    But to no avail. Why not me? What's wrong with me? What am I doing wrong? I feel empty. I allow the Love which I am to enter into all my bodies, planes, and cells, filling the emptiness with the Fullness. I will always be alone. I tell myself it's OK if I am always alone. I have many friends who love me. My life is half over anyway. It doesn't matter. But deep inside, I feel intense sadness. Where is my partner? Why does everyone have one, but me? What's wrong with me? I am not enough. I feel I have failed. I have failed myself. I feel ashamed. I feel empty. STOP, ENOUGH, NO MORE! I am not afraid of being alone. I cannot live in this pain anymore. I've got to shift. I am willing to see my life differently. I allow the Love which I am to enter into all my bodies, planes, and cells, filling the emptiness with the Fullness. There is such a sweetness from this Fullness. I can stay here In the Void, the place of Divine Mother energy    I can hang out here with the sweetness of God within me. God speaking to me, guiding me, warming me. I know the Truth when I allow this. Surrendering ego into    Soul. I know that all is in Divine Order The Fullness comes first The partner comes next. When I surrender    to the presence of Love within myself, I will look no more for Love outside myself For I will know the Truth    The Divine Partner, Love,    Which I seek outside of myself is    right here within me. I am ready for the manifestation    of my beloved in physical form.

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Divine Order	Negative Feelings
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